It's been raining all day and it's getting pretty cold. I'm going through difficult times and it seems the weather reflects how I'm feeling internally. I'm trying to hang on to simple things, like listening to music, walking, exercising. I've meditated twice today. I wanted to build a new python application but I can't find the motivation to do it. I feel both restless and tired. I think I should just take some vacation, those gloomy sundays aren't my favorites.